Two Lips of Forever Love
He didn’t “get it, the “loss thing,” when my aunt died mid-April, and I lost my second mother. Didn’t “get it” when I lost my first. This was not the only time he was lost in oblivion and puzzled by...
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At age 35 I found someone who was more afraid of closeness than I was. I understood him almost from day one. This understanding came out of years of therapy that followed my breakdown at age 28....
View ArticleSupposed Indifference in Asperger’s
I climbed down from the tangled branches of my thoughts to greet you but it was too late you were gone. Don’t give up on me I love you can’t you see but there is such difficulty all because I am...
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Patterns of the microcosm echoed in the macrocosm vibrating thoughts no meditation lots of frustration can’t calm down do the Hong Sau Yogananda method the only hope in this mind doing 120 mph in a 35...
View ArticleAfraid of Love
Bipolar 1, OCD, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. These were the labels awarded me when a major breakdown at age 28 literally catapulted me into therapy. Later came yet another label, Asperger’s...
View ArticleReview of Eye-locks and Other Fearsome Things: Learning to Love as a Bipolar...
stockdalewolfe:Kitt O’Malley over at Kittomalley.com, so generously reviewed my book on being Bipolar and Aspie and the fight for sanity and love, in a post on her blog. Kitt, a psychotherapist and...
View ArticleMessages from God
Sue at Silent Eye recently posted a discussion of bibliomancy on her blog… https://thesilenteye.co.uk/2017/06/04/divination-by-the-book/ As a former librarian, I had an experience of bibliomancy with...
View ArticleDivine Romance
Our third decade together. And the love grows deeper against a background of eventual, inevitable loss. A loss more unimaginable than one’s own demise. I look deeply into your eyes, my eyes linger,...
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Forgive me for reblogging this. I have zero creativity these days, fear of the pandemic and all, but I still have the feelings expressed here, if anything, even more intensely now in a marriage that is...
View ArticleEye-Locks, Namaste and God
Namaste! Namaskar! Namaskaram! The Hindu greeting: “I bow to the God in you.” I love this form of greeting– so much better than a handshake. Christians believe God dwells within our souls. Perhaps...
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